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Wednesday, November 08, 2006

YAY ANOTHER POST !

Your Porn Star Name (name of first pet + street you live on):
Max Silver   <- thats a good name if ive ever seen one 

Your Movie Star Name (grandmother's/father's first name + favorite snack):
Robert Wonder

Your Fashion Designer Name (first word you see on your left + favorite restaurant):
Rapid Hana   <-- lawl thats a ghey one..

Your Foreign Name (favorite spice girl + last foreign vacation spot):
Victoria Kihei

Your Socialite Name (silliest childhood nickname + first town where you partied):
Stick Mtown    <---when i was a kid all my dads friends called me nick the stick..i dunno why..

Your Fly Girl/Guy Name (first initial + last three letters of your last name):
Nyer
Your Bar Fly Name (last snack you ate + favorite alcoholic drink):
Pita Coors

Your Soap Opera Name (middle name + street where you first lived):
Martinus Wolfe

Your Rock Star Name (favorite candy + favourite day of the week):
Freddy Mercury <-- i didnt follow the rules but fuk it , if i was a rockstart that is who id be

Your Opposite Sex Name (name of opposite sex friend + name of cell phone company you use):
Jessca Rogers

Your Star Wars Name (last three letters of first name in reverse + first car, last medicine you took):
Sal Swift

Spy name (middle name , road you live on)
Martinus Silver


Sunday, November 05, 2006

Philosophy Essay.

HI HI, if you can make sense of this and read from an objective point of view i think it will speak to most of us. if you can make sense of it or you let your foreknowledge cloud ure perception you'll think im a fool.

 God Builder V1.1

            My version of god and the foundations of its religious implications are unique in some respects and not so different from the stereotypical Roman Catholic practices in others. The characteristics that I give God are similar in that God is the creator. The rules and guidelines are similar in the respect to how we treat and interact with one another. After those two points are conceded the rest is my invention. God had harmony, tolerance and social utopia in mind when God put us all on this world. As you might be able to see, these ideals are a work in progress. That is the beauty of the whole system and creates the basis for which I will ascribe God attributes.

By principle you should not create something you cannot control. A good example of this is free will. God cannot directly control our thoughts but God possess the ability to intervene in our actions if God chooses. This basic assertion allows me to believe that god is immensely powerful and incredibly wise. However, God is not all-powerful because God cannot control my thoughts. It is important that I do not attach all or omni to what God can do or know. This enables us to attribute the inexplicable to god but does not force us to either. Since God is not all-powerful there are things beyond God’s control. God having more power and knowledge than the sum of the world’s power and knowledge is the base for God’s traits. It is impossible to know the extent of what God can do. However, it is not impossible to know that God can do more and know more than we are able to do. This is an important trait to have because it limits God’s omnipotence. Most people are troubled by the notion of God not being “all-powerful” because it means God is not able to do anything and everything. This then forces many to inquire into the point of worshipping God or looking to God as a source of guidance. There is something simple that can be suggested that would perhaps relieve that worry.

We don’t need God as our source of inspiration or spirituality to be perfect. Just the same as we don’t need role models and leaders to be perfect either. They need only to have love for the people they are helping and admirable qualities for the rest of us to acknowledge and respect. We strive to do good as God does because we can see God is showing us the way. It is also necessary to add that there should be no being that can ever exist that is more powerful than God. God should also exist within time and should not have ultimate knowledge of the future. Not being able to see the future is not as bad as it initially seams because anticipation is something that accompanies knowledge. Existing within time ensures that our actions are truly our own because God is watching the events unfold just the same as we do. If God knows the future, it is no longer our free will that dictates it, but God’s own that does so. Another quality God must have is goodness. God is not wholly good but God does have our best interest at heart. As I stated earlier God is concerned with harmony, tolerance and social utopia. All three of which I think are obtainable through the eventual success of our many trials and failures.

Holding the belief that we are intended to carry out our lives in the pursuit of peace and mutually beneficial co-existence has at least two highlights. The first of which is that our surroundings for the most part are a product of mankind’s deeds. Aside from the physical planet we live on and the geographical features it offers us, we are the ones responsible for the places and things in our lives. God did not build the house I live in, my dad did. However, through God’s original creation of the world God can be indirectly related to just about everything. Because God created mankind God is at least partially responsible for everything mankind does.

 This acknowledgement of responsibility then ascribes the potential for evil in God or at least evil caused by God’s creations. We can accept that evil exists but that we also possess the ability to eradicate it in part, if not in whole. God is not directly responsible for evil but God did play a part. In this case the typically popular wholly good and omnipotent version of God does not measure up. The second highlight is that this system of belief eliminates our desperate need for an afterlife. If we can accept that God put us on earth with progression as a society and as individuals in mind the issue of death seams to be minimized. An example of this would be the fear and uncertainty of the good deeds done that death invokes. People wonder whether or not they have done enough to make a place for themselves in heaven.

If, starting at a young age, we all knew that our time on earth was intended for self and social betterment. Instead of just going through the motions that admission to heaven requires from us, we would be in a far more prosperous position. In my eyes the promise of heaven in return for good deeds makes the good deeds themselves hollow because it invokes a problem found in the philosophical argument for egoism. Egoism suggests that everything you do is in your own best interest and that even if you think you are committing an altruistic deed you really are not.  According to egoism people may fool themselves into thinking there being altruistic when really they are fulfilling a self-centered desire. If you do something it should be done because it is the right thing, not the required thing. A promise of heaven or afterlife causes people to do the required thing both consciously and unconsciously. Not having an afterlife would mean that every minute should be well spent and that is something that many of us have lost sight of. If you take advantage of your time on Earth you shouldn’t need a life in Heaven as well.

The teleological argument can be explained as an organized sequence of components that move or serve a purpose in a system to accomplish a greater goal. A hockey team attempting to win a game can be considered a teleological system. While that game is in being played there are 6 players or components on the ice for the team trying to win. They each have individual and overlapping jobs that, when completed properly, will produce a favorable outcome. The goalie is responsible for stopping the puck from entering his net. If he cannot do this the system breaks down. The center is responsible for supporting his other players and winning faceoffs. If he is unable to do this with any success it allows the other team to add pressure on the remaining 5 players which will in turn, cause further break down. Each part is connected in striving for a greater goal but the greater goal can only be achieved when the individual tasks are completed correctly.

The teleological argument fits nicely with my adaptation of God and the world. We have all been granted the opportunity to do good and make positive choices. There however are some common criticisms of the teleological argument. One is that the world is so vast and our knowledge of it is so limited that it would be foolish to assume that it is all a part of an intended plan. On an individual level we are able to take actions and place ourselves in situations that, by our own intelligent design, will produce the end results we have envisioned. On a more grandiose scale, I think we have just as much evidence to believe that God has made and planned everything in the world than we have evidence that supports other theories to the contrary. Lack of knowledge can constitute reasonable doubt but using it as a basis to deny the entire theory isn’t good enough.

The system has been set in motion and now calls upon us to give it our best efforts and diligence to see it succeed.  A second assertion in opposition of the teleological argument is that even if the world is a functioning machine there is no reason to believe that it was God that created it. The trouble with this assertion is that it forces the burden of proof onto us. Most scholars would agree that universal proofs are shaky at best. There are only polite suggestions or repetitions that provide evidence for a theory. There is a distinct possibility that God did not create the universe but in my eyes God is the most logical designer of the present system. The third and final criticism that will be considered is the contradictory nature of the teleological definition.

The definition explains that if something is too complex to have occurred accidentally then it must have a designer. We would like to believe that our designer is more complex than we are. If God is in fact more complex than God’s creations then, by the definition of a teleological system, an intelligent designer must have designed God.  The problem of infinite regression takes place. You must accept that there is an un-designed designer or you fall into the argument of ignorance as the previous argument does.

After all the concepts and ideas above are considered, I believe that they can be employed just as easily as any other religion that exists at this point in time. They explain for some of the fallacies and inconsistencies that other religions, including Christianity, have a difficult time accounting for. Current versions of God’s power and benevolence are discredited by free will and evil. I formulated the fundamentals of this hypothesis a long time ago and even with all the new knowledge I have acquired I have not found it necessary to drastically revamp it. This hypothesis remains a living one for me. With my ever-growing perspective on life I can say for sure some aspects of the theory will eventually adapt to reflect those new perspectives.


Tuesday, August 15, 2006

LAWL LOOK AT MY SCORE :S

If you have more than 45 you're spoiled rotten.

[ x] A cell phone
[ ] a hair straightener
[_x] your own computer
[ x] your own car
total : 3

[_] chanel/dior sunglasses/glasses/gucci
[x] designer purse
[x] A boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] a curling iron
total: 2

[_] every fall out boy cd
[x] something from american eagle
[ ] something from hollister
[ ] something from hot topic
[x] a pet
[_] something from abercrombie
total: 2

[x] some type of trophy/award
[_x]Full/Queen size bed
[_] King size bed
[ ] a mini ipod (or nano) or video
[ x] something from a professional team
total: 3

[x] ever had more than $100 at one time
[_] Monster,Full Throttle,Amp,Etc. In Your Fridge
[ ] something related to Green Day
[x] xanga
total: 2

[x ] myspace
[] make-up
[x ] a desk in your room
[ ] a hill in your backyard
[X] DVD in your bedroom
total: 3

[_x] a pair of skis/snowboard
[x] alarm clock
[ x] pair of ice skates
[x ] rollerblades
[_] treadmill
total: 4

[_] your own phone line (not including cell phone)
[_] AIM
[_x] Yahoo!
[x] MSN
[_x] ICQ
total: 3

[x] perfume/cologne
[] bath lotion
[x] necklaces & bracelets
[] a journal/diary
total: 2

[ x] yogurt in your fridge
[_] x's in your screename
[_] a birthday in september
[ x] a famous relative
[x] a relative that lives in a different state or country
total:3

[x] a disowned relative, maybs i dont know them! haha
[ ] an electric scooter
[x] your own bathroom
[ ] your own band
[ x] any band shirts
total: 3

[_] gamecube
[ ] a guitar
[ x] a hammock
[x ] a basketball hoop
[ ] a soccer net
total:2


[ x] a bike
[ ] a mini van
[_] a relative that lives in Florida
[_] a vc andrews book
[x] a friend who does alcohol/drugs/smokes
total: 2

[ ] a locker at school
[_] a baby
[_] a pet chimpanzee
[] sparkly blue nail polish
total:

[_] a "vote for pedro" tshirt/hoody
[] the movie "the 40 year old virgin"
[ ] a promise ring, i have a ring...
[ ] a pool table
[ x] swimming pool (i believe mine one betters this)
total: 1

[_x] Trampoline
[ ] livejournal
[x] flip flops
[_] steve madden shoes
[_x] the sims 2
total: 3

[ ] a ping pong table
[_] air hockey table
[] a basement
[] converses.old school baby
[x] construction paper
total: 1

[x] markers, crayons, etc.
[x] coloring books
[ ] a nice singing voice
[ ] XBOX
[x ] PS2
[_] PSP
[_] PS
total: 3

[] some type of disease, ive got this screwed up rash right now(N)
[_] rose red movie
[] wife beaters
[x] VCR/DVD
[x] a mom or a dad
[_] an older brother(s)
total: 2

[-] an older sister
[-] a younger brother
[x] a younger sister
[x] a sled
[x] a lake/pond/river/ocean near my house
[x] friends
total: 4

Total: 48

Fukkin owned

although some of thse questions are dumb awell

it killed 5 minutes fun fun


Thursday, August 03, 2006

Dance dance dance , to be the life of the paaaarrrrrtttty

ok so yea. this sunday im gonna have people over at my house. during the day. people can come at 1pm and basically i figured it would be a good get together for tyson and joeys birthdays. problem is i havent been able to get a hold of either of them so if they dont show up its not gonna be much of a birthday party. anyways its gonna be the same gig as last time. im not buying pop or chips cus i dont eat either of them. so if you dont bring ure own stuff ure shit out of luck. if you wanna use the Seadoo and go for rides and shit bring 5 bucks for gas and thats about all.

on a parting note i will leave you with this 

this is how excited you should be

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Monday, May 29, 2006

HONESTLY I MEAN LIKE HONESTLY, HONESTLY ANSWERS THESE QUESTIONS HONESTLY

lol what the fuk is up with these first few questions. i guess who ever made the survey was paranoid and or retarded.    If you need to say honestly at the beginning of a question to insure truthful answers you shouldnt be asking the questions. if everytime you ask someone a question you are second guessing the validity of their response it diminishes the usefulness of the conversation and in this case the survey. moral of the story is: if you think everyone is lieing to you go get your tinfoil hat and into the bomb shelter you go. you have no further use for communication. or if that doesnt sound like a good plan maybe just trust that the people you converse with.

and plus its annoying as hell

PS. this was just a rant cus its early and im partially hung over and im bored and i felt like typing some run on sentences mmk like honestly. if anyone wants to add any of their revelations or insight please do so. just dont challenge my oppinion. Im reloading

 

and now do the survey

1. Honestly, what colour is your underwear?
they are striped blue and grey.. scandalous arent i ?

2. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
how i shouldnt have drank last nite :S

3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
i just rubbed my nose and now im answering this question honestly


5. Honestly, do you think you are attractive?
well ive had a few GFs so i must be doing something rite. unless all those dates i have been on were pitty dates and my life is one big conspiracy. OH GOD.... honestly


6. Honestly, have you done something bad today?
havent been presented with the opportunity yet

7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
we have almost everything that is and ever was disney in our closets. wtf do i need disney channel for ?


8. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
yea i wish i had alecs metabolism. you muscley bastard

9. Honestly, what makes you happy most of the time?
games(including video games, paintball or any other sports) mmm also i like women(Gurlz lolol)  and what else .. mmm when i do something that brightens someones day or makes them smile.   and i almost forgot- fighting crime.


10. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
how else am i suppose to maintain my chic looking hands

11. Honestly, what is your mood right now?
i have the after taste of wildcats in my mouth and now matter how much water i drink i cant shake it. this makes me a  touch bitter

13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
people pffft.  i got my intranets and google.

14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
i like boys??

15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
they wouldnt be friends if i did. they would be people i hang out with because i have nothing  better to do and i tolerate them cus its too much of a hassle not too. but no i dont have people like that either

16. Honestly, who/what do you want to hug right now?
i been thinking about uncle pete lately. i wish i could see him again.

17. Honestly, are you loyal?
sure

18. Honestly, are you in denial?
about how effing cexy i am

19. Honestly, who would you rather be right now?
not who but what.

20. Honestly, do you like someone?
ja ja

21. Honestly, does anyone like you?
i know youre out there somewhere out there.. mm actually im assuming sarah does. just a hunch tho

22. Honestly, is it going anywhere with them?
yaaaaaaaaaap

*Anger Section*

1. what do you do when your mad? 

up rock it off

2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
one time i got sucker punched in hockey and after i got knocked to the ground the kid went in for another swing. i saw it coming and moved. grabbed his arm and rolled over on his hand. tic toc broke his wrist. theirs other stuff but nothing in like a real life setting. only sports. barbaric actions are acceptable on the field of play


3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
my sisters. i dont really do it anymore. somewhere along the line i figured out that its mean and i shouldnt do it

4. Ever hurt anyone physically when you were mad?
i guess i answered that one up a couple

5. Do you swear when you're mad?
Fuck no

*CRYING SECTION*

1. When was the last time you really cried your heart out?
My uncles funeral. it was pathetic. like 300 people at this memorial and i cant keep my shit together. :S

2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
men dont cry

3. Do you cry when you get an injury?
nope but on a side note once your kinda past the cry so mommy will feel sorry for me stage there isnt really a reason to cry. but with that said i sobbed uncontrollably at the memorial for uncle pete. so my theory is kinda shot to shit now. cryin is still for pussies there we go. lol

4. Do certain songs make you cry?
REM-Everybody Hurts and  Moby-Why does my heart feel so bad put a star in my eye everytime. no idea why.

*Happy Section*

1. Are you normally a happy person?
unless theres a reason to be unhappy im usually smiling

2. What can make you happy?
mm friends, games, physical activity. girlzors and also the bottled fun ie beer

3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
i have fun with my friends but if ure a miserable prick. spending time with ure friends isny gonna change the fact that ure a miserable prick 

*Self-Esteem Section*

1. Is your self-esteem extremely low?
it comes back to the whole me being effing cexy. its kind of hard to be depressed when youve got curves like me

2. Do you believe in yourself
you cant not belive in yourself  (alec will like my superb use of the double negative)

3. Are you one of those people that think they are ugly, dumb, and gross?
um no



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